It sucked a whole lot. All the people around are still just as hostile. Even with my group of girls I felt so out of place…like an outcast. If there is something wrong why can’t they just say something? And they can still say that we are close like sisters… I don’t think so. Anyway met up with him… passed him the gift I got for him from Malacca. It was so good to see him. After passing him the gift went to meet the girls. It was at the point when I reached there that I could already feel that I wasn’t welcome at all… I know they will say that I am being sensitive but I’m sure in their hearts of hearts they know that there is something wrong and among some of them they prolly have something against me. Speaking of which this reminds me of what I had wanted to blog when I last had the chance to blog. Today reminded me of that night I went clubbing with them. That night was I had the same feeling but worst then today. There was only three of them and me… Through out the whole night they kept talking among themselves like I wasn’t there. In the first place I wasn’t aware that that night was to go clubbing. No one had mentioned anything to me. I don’t know if they had no intention of asking me to join or they had totally forgotten me. It was only then when I met up with them that they asked me to go…. No it was more like after I asked one of them why she’s dressed like she’s going clubbing when it’s just a discussion that we are meeting up for then they asked me to join them to club otherwise even then I bet they would not have mentioned to me anything. Yeah like as if I was prepared to go… Sheesh! What puzzles me is that they could tell me that we were all meeting up to discuss about the christmas gathering and yet fail to mention about clubbing. Some friends I’ve got…or should I say “sisters”? **** smsed me to ask if I was ok… Told him that I was fine just alittle upset. He wanted to know why but I just dint feel like telling him. Anyway another thing that upset me was that guy who asked me to be his girlfriend…. the pass few days have been so angry with him… He calls me like twenty-four-seven, giving me no peace at all. Yesterday was the last straw and I told him that I dint want him to call me and I dint want to see him anymore… that I totally want no contact with him… BUT!!! He still sms me!In every message he calls me darling or dear. Argh! Goosepimples are out!I think I’ll just ignore all his messages until I have my number changed which would be soon… Haha!Can’t wait! Hmmm… that’s all for now I guess. Can’t think of anymore things to blog.